Sunday, April 7, 2013

My Chronic Pain Poem*

Severe chronic pain is no joke.
Having daily pain?
Smile, you are one of us folks.

The pain can be burning, stabbing, or throbbing.
You try to act cool and smile
even through your joy may be robbing.

There are treatments galore,
I know you probably have tried them
and sometimes the pain hurts even more.

You try to function on a daily basis.
The pain feels like it goes forever
and runs through your body in different places.

Sometimes you feel like you are going nuts.
It starts to make you feel nauseated
and all you want to do is puke out your guts.

It affects your daily living no doubt, 
the cleaning, the cooking, working and more.
You want to just sit down, cry and pout.

People forget to contact you 
because they don't see your face around.
I hate to say it, but it's true.



They stop inviting you to fun places
yet they don't mean you any harm
but it does affect your smiley faces.

The loads of fun in the past is a blur
your social life is oh, so lacking
and you're home alone with a cat and his purr.

You have to pick yourself off of the floor 
and remember you are important
and no way, a bore.

so roll off the bed, and smile.
Let the sun in. Open those curtains 
that have been closed for a while.

Remember to believe you are going to make it
and pray for God to give you strength and love
because He will not fake it.

Take a deep breathe of fresh air
and enjoy fresh and newness
even though the pain is hard to bare.

Find ways to enjoy pleasures that are simple
like a flower, a book, and a cloud
or a child's smiling dimple.

Ask God for more simple pleasures
to help you smile and relax
for you, they may be a world of treasures.

Get up, face your day and again smile
don't compare it to other people
because this is your life, for awhile.

Even though  you are sore
try hard to find different ways
to smile, laugh, and laugh some more.











4 comments:

  1. a fibro buddy4/7/13, 5:32 PM

    well said

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  2. Michael Ballew said: What a creative mind u have and going thru all the pain u have every day is amazing to me God bless u.

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  3. Mark Garkow said: Very expressive writing Tanya! My heart was deeply grieved while reading this account of your pain...you life at present. Thanks for sharing so that I can pray for relief and/or grace in the pain and for hearts to reach out to you and of course for you to connect even more intimately with our Heavenly Father as he is drawing you closer to him at this time. Increased intimacy and trust are always reasons for "allowed pain" in our lives. Or at least part of the reason. Our Heavenly Father loves you so much and I know his heart is deeply grieved in seeing you suffer...but oh the comfort and love you will be able to give to those hurting souls that the Lord brings across your path!

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  4. Thank you all so much. I appeciate your encouraging words

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