It is interesting how things happen in life. I am doing better than I was from all the losses. Yet I know I have gained 4 more loved ones in Heaven, one of whom is very furry...oh and my dear Buttons greeted them all..he was another furry one in Heaven...he got to show my Gracie and more loved ones, the golden streets and the amazing vivid green grass. One day we will all be united. Until then, I'm living my life and enjoying being with loved ones still on earth.
Sunday, January 20, 2019
An Amazing Present
It is interesting how things happen in life. I am doing better than I was from all the losses. Yet I know I have gained 4 more loved ones in Heaven, one of whom is very furry...oh and my dear Buttons greeted them all..he was another furry one in Heaven...he got to show my Gracie and more loved ones, the golden streets and the amazing vivid green grass. One day we will all be united. Until then, I'm living my life and enjoying being with loved ones still on earth.
Saturday, August 25, 2018
Are you Addicted to Pain Pills?
"I started taking opiates (Norco and Percocet) for back pain years ago. Well my body started getting used to them and I started taking more and more. I became addicted to them and started using them for numbing my emotions. It really affected every area of my life in a negative way. It changed me into a person I didn't even recognize. Unfortunately this is commonplace among people struggling with addiction or alcohol. It is baffling, cunning brain disease. I went to a detox facility last year 3 times! Finally after the last time, I started going to PA (Pills Anonymous) meetings. Connecting with other people who could relate was powerful. I also finally surrendered to help and to God. So I will have my one year sobriety on September 1, 2018. I have been asked to speak and share my story at the detox center too for the inpatients there. Its was an amazing feeling! I now try to help others on other Facebook support groups and a Sober app. I also created a Facebook support group for women affected by addiction. I really have a heart and passion for helping others any way I can. I think this is part of my purpose in life, honestly. It was HELL going through this, but I am not ashamed of my story. I am just proud of my recovery. So I want people to know about my story. to maybe help others in some way...and also to help shatter the stigma..."
Monday, January 15, 2018
Stop and Listen to God
Sunday, January 14, 2018
Prayer_sermon notes
Wow I just listened to a sermon from my church and it is amazing. I have never really heard a sermon quite like this one about the Lord's prayer. I know a lot of people and churches quote "The Lord's Prayer yet God uses it more as a guide or template to teach us how to prayer.
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.’""Matthew 6:9-11
1) It says "Our Father in heaven..."
We need to have a relationship with God. He is our Father, our Dad, our Abba (Daddy), We need to spend time with him, so we can get to know him like he knows us. When we pray we should be excited about praying, but not feel like it is an obligation. This is a time that we get to hang out with our father, our Abba.
We need to seek the face of God AND THEN we will see the hand of God move.
Cry out to God, pour your heart out to him. (Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7)
2) We read that it says "Hallowed be your name."
Great is God's name. We need to remember and ponder on how great our God is. I think sometimes we forget about how magnificent he is. He made the earth, other planets, the galaxy, the bright sun, the twinkling stars, our human body, etc...and we belong to him.
We don't belong to the chaos and dysfunction around us; we belong to God.
3) The Bible also says: "your kingdom come, your will be done..."
Lay down your agenda. Do God's agenda and His will. We might think we know what is best for us, but God always sees the bigger picture. We might have a vision, but God has a bigger vision; seek what he wants in our lives. Breathe in his oxygen, his will, for you.
Ask God what is the next step for your life. Seek Him: His agenda, and His will.
Lean on God as our great Father, seek his face, do his will, his way, breath in his oxygen.
The actual sermon is very well spoken. Please listen to it by clicking on the link below:
https://youtu.be/tL-v6lp0KhM
(reference to Pastor Chris Norman's sermon, Citizen's church, on January 7, 2018)
all scripture quoted in this blog is from Biblegateway.com, the NIV translation.
Tuesday, August 1, 2017
Glutino Table Crackers- gluten free
To me, they taste like the crust of the pre-made pot pies in the frozen aisle at the grocery store.
I have bought them at Clarks Nutritional Store and Walmart Neighborhood Market. You can also buy them at Amazon.com. A seven ounce box usually is about $2.50 to $3.50.
1) Glutino table crackers at Wal-mart
#Wal-Mart www.walmart.com
https://www.walmart.com/ip/Glutino-Gluten-Free-Table-Crackers-7-oz-12-pk/33318159
2) Glutino table crackers at Amazon.com
#Amazon www.Amazon.com
https://www.amazon.com/Glutino-Crackers-Original-4-4-oz/dp/B001OW1SJ0/ref=sr_1_8_a_it?ie=UTF8&qid=1501636446&sr=8-8&keywords=glutino+table+crackers
Rice Dream Rice Milk

Sunday, July 30, 2017
Gluten Free Granola bars

I found that a nearby Walmart Grocery store has gluten free products. One of the things I like to buy and snack on is "Gluten Free Granola bars" by Great Value. Their flavors are dark chocolate, trail mix, fruit mix,and peanut butter, etc... For a box of 5, it costs about $2.48. They are chewy which is good for me who can't handle hard, crunchy granola bars due to my jaw problems.
I personally love the dark chocolate one because it seems to melt in my mouth and tastes like a candy bar. I can't eat the peanut butter or the fruit mix granola bars because they have peanuts in them which is another thing I am sensitive too. I lean towards the trail mix flavor due to it having no peanuts and I do love the taste.
#GreatValueGlutenFreeGranolabars
#GreatValue
#SnackBars
#GranolaBars
#Walmart
If you want more info on the product, click on the link below to see the nutritional value, etc...
https://www.walmart.com/ip/Great-Value-Gluten-Free-Trail-Mix-Granola-Bars-1-oz-5-ct/37587883
www.walmart.com
Thursday, July 13, 2017
One Memorable Day
Tuesday, April 25, 2017
"Search Party: Lost and Found" - Sermon Notes
In church we need to stop focusing on what we can get from the church like potlucks and certain activities and start focusing on lost and hurting people. We need to do a search party and look for lost and hurting souls.
Jesus didn't focus on money and food throughout his ministry, he focused on finding lost souls and disciplining them. Teaching them.
-Get to the heart of Jesus.
*What am I known for?
-The Church is home. When people come home, their lives start changing.
-The Church is a changing agent. God uses the church to change people's lives.
“Therefore, say to the Israelites: ‘I am the Lord, and I will bring you out from under the yoke of the Egyptians. I will free you from being slaves to them, and I will redeem you with an outstretched arm and with mighty acts of judgment. I will take you as my own people, and I will be your God. Then you will know that I am the Lord your God, who brought you out from under the yoke of the Egyptians. And I will bring you to the land I swore with uplifted hand to give to Abraham, to Isaac and to Jacob. I will give it to you as a possession. I am the Lord.’” Exodus 6:6-8(NIV)
Click below to listen to Pastor Chris' sermon
Pastor Chris "Search Party: Lost and Found"
https://youtu.be/14MdrxXEgT4
Thursday, December 22, 2016
CHRISTMAS IS*
to chat, to laugh, to eat, to have fun
and spend time with new friends or loved ones
a time to view the Christmas tree and decor
and enjoy the festive spirit galore
Christmas is
not just the turkey and trimmings on the table
but the baby in the manger in the stable
Christmas is
more than the presents which are nice
but about the Christ who paid the price
Christmas is
a day to celebrate our Savior and King
to give recognition to our Heavenly being
a time to think of how much God loves you
and I'm saying this because I know it's true
Monday, November 21, 2016
Changes in my Pet World
This year I have had several changes in my life in the pet world..
Last November 17, my fur baby Buttons had to be put down because of his declining health. I grieved but I needed a pet companion so I adopted a cat late last year from the animal shelter who I didn't know was so sick. She had ringworm and sarcoptic mange which she gave me both. At the beginning of the year I had to clean my whole house from top to bottom, twice, due to those incidents. ...which also means cleaning every single clothing and linen in my entire house. I was so exhausted.
Then my health was being compromised due to the cat so I gave her to a friend who wanted to keep her in spite of (and help her with) all her health issues. I ended up with another beautiful and very talented cat but he missed his owners so much that he cried loudly which increased my headaches to migraines. So I sadly had to return him.
Then I was given a cat in April who I now call my fur baby. Little Gracie is such a delight and her silly antics keep me laughing. I've had her for 7 months now and she finds ways to get my attention. She has given me a love bite in the buttox (lol) to opening my cabinet doors just to get my attention if she wants to eat or for me to pet her. I have woken up to her laying soundly asleep on my tummy and sometimes I wake up to her outstretched on my hip when I'm on my side. She has licked my arm with her sandpaper tongue and pulls at my hair with her tiny teeth.
She also has a way of communicating as she is very vocal but her cute, yet quite voice brings laughter to my ears and heart. Don't let her cuteness get you though, she tends to put her teeth softly around my wrist as to tell me when she's done needing petted or she just wants to be left alone. My former cat, Buttons, didn't have any teeth so I forgot what love bites and warnings felt like. Lol
It has now been a year that Buttons has been gone and I sure miss that little toothless, 20 year old Fur Baby (or should I call him Grandpaw. He was around 96 years old in feline years). Yet if I didn't let him go, I would have never had a chance to meet my little 3 1/2 year old Gracie who we share the same birthday.... (oh by the way, before I changed Gracie's name, it was Ethel and her sister's name is Lucy which is funny because sometimes I feel like Lucy and Ethel when I get in my silly moods). Gracie is such a delight and I'm grateful that she is my pet companion after all I had to go through with the pet changes.
Signing off,
The mother of Ethel Magillicutty a.k.a Gracie
Sunday, June 5, 2016
Adventures of Venice Beach in CA
Thursday, May 19, 2016
A Little about Me
Another thing I do is when I'm in intense pain, I tend to keep to myself and try to rest and take care of me. I fought doing that for years but when the pain and symptoms became worse, I realized that I need to take care of me, speak up, and be an advocate for me, because no one else will do it.
There are days that I'm not smiling but I try to keep my spirit and emotions up by watching funny videos on U-tube, spending time with friends in person, on the phone, or even on Facebook and finding humor in my pain or brain fog I get a lot.Yet the most important thing I have is my faith in God in whom I lean on for daily strength. Without Him, I would be way worse off then I am now. I can't say it's been easy or the road I've traveled was great. There were times I was mad at God for not healing me but I've learned that He is using all this pain I go through so I can identify and encourage others who are dealing with major health issues, as well. So for that, I am grateful.
Tuesday, May 10, 2016
Scriptures on pain and suffering
Here are some scriptures on pain and suffering that my church used in their daily devotion this week.
Christ suffers when we suffer. He knows our pains and stressors.
"In all their distress He too was distressed, and the angel of His presence saved them. In His love and mercy He redeemed them; He LIFTED them up and CARRIED them all the days of old. "Isaiah 63:9
"Record my lament (deep sorrow or cry); list my tears on your scroll -- are they not in your record." Psalms 56:8
"We are hard pressed on every side but NOT crushed; perplexed, but NOT in despair, persecuted, but NOT abandoned; struck down, but NOT destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body." 2 Corinthians 4: 8-10
"Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange was happening to you. But REJOICE that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be OVERJOYED WHEN HIS GLORY IS REVEALED." 1 Peter 4:12-13
Sunday, March 27, 2016
Happy Easter
Man made water fountains,
Buildings and towers.
God created huge mountains,
Oceans and flowers.
Man made fruit pie with flaky crust,
Steeples, and a baby crib.
God created man out of dust,
And woman from man's rib.
Man made I-pods, Tvs, smart phones,
Robots, planes, and extravagant cars.
God created blood and hardy bones,
Heaven, earth, and spectacular stars.
Man can appear so strong, confident and brave,
And be knowledgeable and do great works.
God is greater and has sent Jesus who does save
The world from sin and has some great perks.
Man can have a life filled with an amazing love,
Because God sent his Son to die on a cross many moons ago.
God's unconditional grace was poured from above
Just accept Christ, confess your sins, and there is nothing you owe.
Man can be guided (by God), through a process and blossom,
and be strengthened by Him every day.
God will commune with you on earth and in Heaven. That's awesome!
And will be with you every step of the way.
Happy Easter
March 27, 2016
2:16 am
Saturday, March 5, 2016
Psalms 23
Psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name’s sake.
Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
forever.
***my interpretation***
The Lord is my king and guide. I will enjoy goodness all of my life.
He makes me rest and be secured in a flourishing life.
He leads me to a resting place.
He revives me and restores my soul; He guides me to his will to bring honor to his name.
Even when I walk through difficult times that seems too hard to bear, I will not fear evil for you are always with me; your guidance, correction, protection, and support, reassures me.
You provide for me even in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil as an honored guest; my blessings overflow.
Blessings of goodness and love will pursue me all of my life,
And I will live in God presence forever. (Hallelujah!!!)
Friday, March 4, 2016
Affliction, AND Patience?
" LOVE must be sincere. HATE what is evil; CLING to what is good. BE DEVOTED to one another in love. HONOR one another above yourselves. NEVER BE LACKING IN ZEAL but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. BE JOYFUL in hope, PATIENT in affliction, FAITHFUL in prayer. SHARE with the Lord’s people who are in need. PRACTICE hospitality."
Romans 12:9-13
As I was reading this passage during my devotions for my church, I noticed that it says to be PATIENT IN AFFLICTION. Wow, that just sounds difficult. Not only do we deal with the affliction but we have to be patient in it too. Maybe we should be asking God for even more strength because patience can be hard work. I know I have to continually work at patience; it doesn't come naturally for me.
Affliction alone can be time consuming, painful, exhausting....now add patience to it. It will either break us or make us into a better person. I think taking time to relax, breathe deeper, think of the other person first, prioritize what's important in life, and not be so rushed, may help us be more patient in our days. (I am speaking to myself as well).
May we strive to be patient in painful circumstances and/or when dealing with pain in our own body.
In the scripture above, it says: "...but keep your spiritual favor..."
Keep your spiritual intense, passionate feeling. Keep yourself in tune with God and don't be afraid to have a deep intimate connection with him where he knows all of your deep desires and where He can show you what He desires for you.
Living for God is a life long journey, thankfully it gets easier when we reach heaven.
Monday, February 29, 2016
There are Good Doctors
Kudos to my eye Dr today. As I signed in for my eye exam, the receptionist said that my benefits for my eye glasses won't be available until September (and today is only February).
Instead of wasting my money on my eye appointment, I canceled it and decided to come back in September. Well my ophthalmologist, who I have had for years, called my name. When I told him what happened, he knelt down beside me and asked if my eyes were ok.
He acknowledged that I have major eye problems and wanted to make sure that there weren't any new eye problems. (He knows of the floaters, the shadows, the optic atropy, and all the other eye problems I have, including that when I see things that it's like looking through a sheer curtain. The doctors are baffled in this area and don't know how to fix it. We discussed about how I had been tested by one of the best Kaiser eye specialists in southern California and they can't find anything wrong).
After we discussed that there's no cure for my eyes, he gave me a big smile and said that I was a special person. As I laughed, I told him that I know because that is what all my doctors say to me with all the great health issues I have.
This ophthalmologist made my day and I told him how grateful I was for taking the time to talk to me. He could have just walked away when I canceled my appt, but he didn't. He truly showed me that he cared.
Thank you, God, for people who go out of their way, especially for people like me, who are "special."
Sunday, February 28, 2016
Pets are Great Companions
There is just something about hearing a purring cat or watching a dog's tail wag that can put a smile on a person's face. Some even like to be licked in the face; but not I.
Petting our furry friends can lift our spirits. They tend to do funny things that makes us crack a smile. I am a lover of those funny cat videos. I tend to watch them if I'm down or sad, at times. They will lift me up and make me want to laugh or smile.
There are even organizations who take therapy dogs into nursing homes to help cheer up the residents.
When a person doesn't have children, like myself, an animal can be more than just a pet. It becomes a baby, a fur baby. My cat, Buttons, who I had to put down a few months ago due to his failing health, was my baby. Then after he died, my place seemed so empty. I have stuff in my home like electronics, books, art supplies to do my hobbies, etc...but it wasn't the same without Buttons.
It's been three months without him and I miss the little things he used to do like laying on the remote controls when I wanted to change the channel. Also he would lay on my cell phone when it were ringing. Sometimes I would miss a call from a friend because I couldn't get him off of the cell phone. I miss him on my Bible as I tried to turn the page and couldn't because he was laying on it. I also miss his different ways of saying meow. He would say "magow" instead, when he wanted something. I miss that friend and companion, even though he was an animal.
I think pet companions are important especially for people who have physical pain. Soon, I will be adopting another furry friend who will become my fur baby. I can not wait for that day when I will have another pet companion to fill my home.


